Assalamualaikum,
Dear friends and family members,
I couldn’t make today be forgotten as I want it to be
remembered. Yesterday morning, around
12.14 am, I was informed by my mother that my uncle is in critical conditioned
in Makkah with only 30% chances of living. My parents and my grandma were all
there since they are performing the Hajj.
Moreover, apart from my uncle (Pak Tam) there are his wife,Mak Shid, my
father’s sister, Wan Bo and and his husband Pak Teh. I was worried and it
really distract me the whole day. I am in KL for my studies and I am far from
siblings, friends and relatives (there are some that lives quite near but I
feel alone since I couldn’t contact anyone).
However, Allah s.w.t. loves him most, he passed away the
next day – Inalillahiwainailahiragiun (Malaysian time 3.28am, Saturday – Makkah
time 10.28pm). I couldn’t bare the sadness since it has been quite a while
since I lost somebody near and close in my life. My eyes kept watery thinking
that I could never see him again and how I missed all times when all my family
members were all still in the picture(memory).
They were now slowly decrease (past people) and increase (new people). If I
didn’t catch up with the world. I might lost track of time where I might not
know my relative any more.
To Pak Tam family, be strong and stayed close to Allah since
He knows everything about you and He can give comfort to you. Whenever I am worried
too much my friends and my teachers always said, Allah would not place his
servant with difficulties unless He knows that you were able to endure it. Be
patient and Insya-Allah you will be able to think clearly and cool yourself
down.
May Allah ease the pain and sadness of the family members an
bless them with peace. I pray that my uncle would be with the mukmin. Amin.
NARN - 6.02am (03/11/2012) - Bukit Angkasa (UM), KL
