Days...

To whomever read this ^_^

I  was down for several weeks (not days) :s

My emotion crumbles down...
My hope tarnished over...
My heart broke hard...
and my soul couldn't accept any of this...

I was lied and cheat upon by my superiors.
I was stabbed by my friend,
and I was troubled by my family.

I feel nothing, hate everything and lost things.
I couldn't teach my students, study for exams and listen to advice.
My head was filled with people thought, voiced and talked.
I couldn't bear the hatred, the furious and the sadness.
Thus, I do nothing but wonder and wonder.

I have even stop crying.
Instead I feel restless, lonely and empty.
All the hope, the joy and the thing I make up to sooth my heard,
Died along my silence.

Though today,
My dear audience,

I am grateful to Allah swt,
For giving me friends that I can relay on,
For giving family that pray on me,
For giving light to wake me up,
To think and to realize,
I am not alone and I am not nobody,
I am His servant and I am love by somebody,
and my true GOAL is HIM.

Therefore,
Here,
I thank you for reading my HEART,
I couldn't tell anybody about this,
Neither that I can be honest with anyone,
Because I bound to hurt somebody and make them sad.
So read them and take note,

You are not nobody because you are somebody.
You are not alone because Allah always by you and so will the others (beat it human or angels).
So love yourself for who you are and for what you do because it makes you feel better than ever  (^^,)  

From me TO you with LOVE :)
NARN (28/12/2012-10:30PM)