Break down

It is all start with a small crack...

Then,

the wall that you trust with all your heart will not fall on you
start falling apart

if it start with a small stone you might feel that the situation is far from dangerous

but

it start with enormous boulders and big stones which non-stop hitting you
again and again and again...

where should you run...where should you turn too
there is a serpent on your right
there is a quick sand on your left
there is a big hole in front
and there is the wall that protect you at the back however, it's raining with cruel stones...

You can stay and do nothing
You can run but all the same you will hurt terribly

There is no crack now but a large scars and a stone heart in place of "friendship"

For I have nothing against you nor that I have anything for you

but enough is enough, my heart could not take it no more 

the lies, the hatred, the betrayal

the cruel words

I

I

I

I

I

will show no mercy

when it comes to word or attitude

when it involve my 

heart!

Thus, I 

will not surrender to your judgement

Nor that I'll let you do whatever you want to my things or my mind

since 

from today I distrust you from my life and my memories for your selfishness hurt me deep inside

sincerely...narn (25/03/2015 - 10.03pm)